<p><strong>((((BOB and Kath))))</strong></p>
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<p><strong>BigG</strong> - I'll have to check those hats out. I usually wear head sweats hats, but lately even that can't contain the deluge of sweat. Yesterday I had sweat and sunscreen in my eyes - not fun.</p>
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<p><strong>Craney</strong> - 8 after 20? Nice work!! <img alt="" src="http://files.kickrunners.com/smilies/notworthy.gif" style="width:29px;height:15px;" title=""></p>
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<p>So I woke up this morning with LOADS of crazy anxiety. <img alt="" src="http://files.kickrunners.com/smilies/shock.gif" style="width:15px;height:15px;" title=""> I am not normally an anxious person. But today? Yikes. I had to read in church this morning and it was a really LONG reading. I have been reading in church for years, but for some reason, the last 7 or 8 times I have gotten all nervous and shaky. DH tells me only I am noticing it, but I don't believe him. Seriously, my legs and arms start shaking and I have to really focus to keep my voice from wavering (sheesh, I must be a real heathen, huh?). This is ridiculous given I speak at presentations/court/etc. all the time with no nerves. And this morning I was <strong>freaked out</strong> I'd look like a complete idiotic shaky mess. I pleaded for DH to read it for me. But alas, I decided to just chill out and do it (VTFU - I actually did say that to myself). I also reminded myself not to take myself so seriously. AND IT WENT GREAT. Yay - I faced my fears peeps - no shaking - no wavering - no freakin' out. I came back to sit down and DS gave me a big smile and thumbs up. He knew I was freaking out about it this morning and it was so sweet he really cared about that. It may sound silly, but it meant so much to me and this morning felt like a major accomplishment.

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<p>Up this afternoon is my big race. I had total anxiety dreams about it last night - we missed the boys' race altogether and when I woke up, we were just minutes before the start of the women's race and I was no where near the Capitol. Gah. Clearly I need to chill out and just do it. Hopefully I will be able to execute that as well as I did this morning. We'll see, I normally don't get nerves like that pre-race. The great news is that even though it is going to be warm here (80s), the humidity has finally broken. YAY! I'll keep ya'll posted. In the meantime, any speedy, confident, @ss-kicking vibes you can send will be mucho appreciated.</p>
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<p>My goal is to break 6 minutes. I have only done that once before (see video - it takes me a while to come in after the first woman b/c she was like 4:35 or something, so be patient). I actually won $50 that year too. It is always cool when the fasties don't show up!

James' goal is sub-7 and Jake wants to go sub-9. This is always one of my FAVORITE races. They have 6 heats, so it is a good hour and a half of fun.</p>
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