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Thoughts on pain

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<p>Saw this today and it got me to thinking.</p>
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<p>Last year I was on an 8 out of 10, but yes, according to this it was maybe a 1, and when I think about the pain that friends have gone through with cancer over the last year I have nothing to complain about.</p>
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<p>But on the physio table today for my weekly torture session, and I don't use that term lightly, I got to thinking about how (and I don't know any other way of putting this) <strong><em>intimate</em></strong> pain can be.  No, I'm not going all S&M on you here, my motto isn't "No Pain, No Gain", it's "No Pain, No Pain".</p>
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<p>But I can see how for some people pain is what can ground them to this existence, provide proof of their tangible reality.  Maybe thats what the attraction is to boxing and the more violent sports.</p>
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<p>When all you can focus on is pain your life is made far simpler and your concerns are reduced to a singular focus.  It's that focus that is lacking in most lives and I think it can be for some people an intoxicant - much like "falling in love" provides a simiilar all-consuming focus.</p>
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<p>I've gone to this weird space in describing my pain.  The absence of pain is not being pain-free for me at the moment, it's like there's a void where the pain used to be, a receptacle there that can be filled up again with pain, a potential for it to be held again.  Something like that Spinal Tap dial that can go to 11, it's down really low but somehow I know that it can be cranked up again.</p>
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<p>Oh well, time get a tea and get to work.</p>
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<p>About 10yrs ago I had severe abdominal pain.  I saw every specialist, had every test imaginable yet no one could figure out what was wrong with me.  One doctor even suggested I see a shrink because some pain isn't really pain.  I had exploratory surgery and they found... nothing.  BUT, finally I got pain meds and could actually function.  Well, sorta function as my day revolved around the pain med schedule.  It was every 6hrs, and God forbid if I skipped a dose, otherwise it would take 2 more doses to get hte pain back under control.  I got major stoned for about an hour, then was okay.  So, driving revolved around that.  Really, though, that's no way to live.  On one recheck, I told the doctor you know, every time you mess with my ovary, my pain level goes from 5 to 100 (on a scale of 1-10).  Maybe there's something wrong?  And seeing my aunt just died of ovarian cancer, maybe we should see aobut removing my ovary?  When I woke from surgery, they asked my pain level.  Uh, 0.  You mean no pain at all?  Yes, no pain.  Yah, I was a little sore from surgery but the cause of the pain was gone.</p>
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<p>Before surgery, I would take the dog for a "walk", often making it up 2 or 3 houses and wondering how the hell I was going to make it back home.  Surgery was in December.  In January, I started doing long distance walking.  In February I started running.  In April I ran my first half marathon. </p>
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Yes.  Adhesions.  So every time it tried to move, the adhesions tugged.  Hurt like hell!!!</p>
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<div class="quote-block">Originally Posted by <strong>Grizzly</strong> <a href="/forum/thread/73377/thoughts-on-pain#post_1993460"><img alt="View Post" class="inlineimg" src="/img/forum/go_quote.gif" style="border:0px solid;"></a><br><br><p>Was there something wrong with the ovary?</p>
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