A. 10.<br>
B. 6 (maybe 7).<br><br>
The low number behind B is because I am very, very hard on myself and of demand more than I like to admit. I see where I want to be and know that I will have to put in a lot of quality work to get there, but even that might not be enough, so in that context I give myself a 6. Because at this point I am still far away off. But again, the goals are extremely lofty -- though I refuse to let that get in the way of me wanting them.<br><br>
So what's the goal: I want to punch an Ironman time worthy of a Pro. Period. I want to qualify for Team USA at the long course distance. I am still a world away from each. I'm guessing I'm 3 years from the first goal -- if I stay the course and don't burn out or get injured. And I might be 2 years from the second. But I want each of these now. The first (fast IM) I will focus on for 2009, as I IMLP for this year will likely not be enough time, plus it's not a fast course. The second I will shoot for this year. Seeing that I will likely not achieve either -- at least this year, and maybe ever -- no matter how smart and hard I train, I give myself a 6 on the second.<br><br>
This year I hope to bring that 6 to a 7 or 8. Then next year I will bring home the prize with a kickass Ironman to call my own.