First off, amazing race, amazing effort, great race report... all of it.<br><br>
Second, let me comment on this...<br>
Looking back, this will only grow deeper in your book as being one of your greatest races for the very reasons you mentioned above.<br><br>
As you probably know, I've run many marathons. The ones that stick first and foremost in my mind are the ones where I put my heart and soul on the line. Sure, there are some other very special marathons that stick out just the same, but they do for very special reasons, but aside from the special case ones, the ones that stick out most have not been the most fun. Some have been a great time, but the pain to get to that point really was a lot.<br><br>
For the very reasons you mention, I am not so quick to want to go back and try for a marathon PR. The last time I went under three hours -- at Sugarloaf Marathon in May '07 -- I went through so much pain of holding on, the mental strength required too so much out of me, that I have very little desire to go after that goal again anytime soon. Sure, I'll be ready at some point. But I remember that pain all too well. And when I think about that marathon for too long, and recall the experiences and the pain at mile 13, again at 15, and 18, and 20 and the unforgetable two hours with which I had to hang on, and that thread nearly snapping at 23, 24, and 25 and even 25.8, I shy away. But the truth is that that marathon plus those where I did just the same, stick with me like a badge of honor, and as the time goes by I look back on it more in awe than for the fun it was. And I bet you will too.<br><br>
But do yourself a favor. Remember the strength you had to hold on when all you wanted to do was quite; remember the grit with which you fought, and remember that you didn't die but rather held pace to finish as strong as you could. Because that confidence -- knowing you can hold on long after your body is ready to quit -- is what will make you break new goals, achieve yet more, and continue to smash PR's. And for this reason, be careful about setting number goals, because let's just say that you set as a goal 5 hours and never gave yourself credit for having the potential to go faster... then you just capped your performance. So charge forward, girl, and knock another out of the park!