<p>Hi all, I posted this in the 30's yesterday.</p>
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<p><em>Morning all.</em></p>
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<p><em>Hope everyone is well.</em></p>
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<p><em>It's been a sureal month for me and my family. I think some of the toughest times are having to deal with my family members. I had purposely estranged myself from them about ten years ago and now have to speak and meet with them on a daily basis. I have to admit that there have ben some good moments though...reconnecting with my sister was good, we are very much alike but she's more controling. We have two houses to settle now and the process of attending to my mothers belongings is very dificult for us all. Unlike my grandfather where he was ready to leave this earth and you could see it with how he was widdling down his belongings, my mother's house looks as if she just stepped out for the moment only to return to finish making her tea, or pick up her knitting. This is going to be a long process and I hope that there are going to be learning opportunities and positive moments.</em></p>
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<p><em>My son has semed to settle down,but only after I made it clear that I was not beyond taking him to a juvenile home if he continued to disrespect our home. I have three people other than him to think about and our home needs to be a shelter from the negative. We still have moments though, but not nearly as difficult as they were before. He knows his future is in his own hands. He knows we love him and support him. He knows that being on his own and cut off from what he had taken for granted is sobering.</em></p>
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<p><em>My daughter is a tank and continuously amazes me. The day my mother passed away my wife and I gently woke the kids to let them know. After the initial shock wore off of her, my daughter slipped her arms around my shoulders to comfort me. I had been able to keep things together up until then but her gesture left me totally overwhelmed and grief overcame me. She sat holding me as I weeped as I haven't done before. At 12 years of age, she's something.</em></p>
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<p><em>My wife is the most amazing woman I know. Her patience and understanding is unbelievable. The only way to describe her is that she craddles my heart and soul with her strength and tenderness. She laughs with me, and she weeps with me.</em></p>
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<p><em>The days are getting better, but I still have days that are darker than others. Thanks to you all for your kind words and well wishes. You guys are an amazing group.</em></p>
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