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<p>hi kicksters, it's been a while. now that Mind The Ducks is over, i am finally ready to start talking about and focusing on my races for the rest of the year.<span><img alt="icon_cheers.gif" src="http://files.kickrunners.com/smilies/icon_cheers.gif"></span> anyhoo... on tuesday i was sitting here minding my own business and i was struck by a thunderbolt and a cry rose up in my spirit:</p>
<p>24 hours.</p>
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<p>NO NO NO NO NO, i said back. why am i thinking 24 hours? i did one and it was so freaking terrible i said it would be a very very long time before i did another one... like - never. ever ever ever ever again. that's how much i hated it. and i luuurve timed races. running in circles is so happy making to me. for 6 hours- great! for 12? even better! but 24 was... well, soul crushing. and i just have it in my head that i can't. i can't do this, i'm not cut out for it - it's just not for me etc etc etc.</p>
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<p>and i know the first time you have a rough 50k you think those same things, and then you go and do another one and it's not so bad and you say well, that bad 50k was just an anamoly, it doesn't mean i am a sucky runner, it just means that it wasn't my day that day. and then there's 50 miles, and i have covered that distance 3 times now, and it was never bad... always enjoyable, even through the discomforts. but 24 ... for some reason i think 24 is just different and it will always be horrible. i covered just over 90 miles at northcoast and i had virtually <span style="text-decoration:underline;">no</span> fun.</p>
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<p>was it a bad day? have you had bad 24s and good ones? i mean - i don't care so much about the distance (like maybe once you did a 24 where you did 75 miles and another time 120 miles) but feeling. happiness. ultrarunning is a fun and happy thing to do, even though it's sometimes painful. NC was downright miserable, and i don't want to be miserable again. i feel called, but am scared to sign up. any advice or stories to tell me?</p>
<p>24 hours.</p>
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<p>NO NO NO NO NO, i said back. why am i thinking 24 hours? i did one and it was so freaking terrible i said it would be a very very long time before i did another one... like - never. ever ever ever ever again. that's how much i hated it. and i luuurve timed races. running in circles is so happy making to me. for 6 hours- great! for 12? even better! but 24 was... well, soul crushing. and i just have it in my head that i can't. i can't do this, i'm not cut out for it - it's just not for me etc etc etc.</p>
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<p>and i know the first time you have a rough 50k you think those same things, and then you go and do another one and it's not so bad and you say well, that bad 50k was just an anamoly, it doesn't mean i am a sucky runner, it just means that it wasn't my day that day. and then there's 50 miles, and i have covered that distance 3 times now, and it was never bad... always enjoyable, even through the discomforts. but 24 ... for some reason i think 24 is just different and it will always be horrible. i covered just over 90 miles at northcoast and i had virtually <span style="text-decoration:underline;">no</span> fun.</p>
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<p>was it a bad day? have you had bad 24s and good ones? i mean - i don't care so much about the distance (like maybe once you did a 24 where you did 75 miles and another time 120 miles) but feeling. happiness. ultrarunning is a fun and happy thing to do, even though it's sometimes painful. NC was downright miserable, and i don't want to be miserable again. i feel called, but am scared to sign up. any advice or stories to tell me?</p>